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In Praise of Feeling Bad About Yourself


The buzzard never says it is to blame.
The panther wouldn’t know what scruples mean.
When the piranha strikes, it feels no shame.
If snakes had hands, they’d claim their hands were clean.

A jackal doesn’t understand remorse.
Lions and lice don’t waver in their course.
Why should they, when they know they’re right?

Though hearts of killer whales may weigh a ton, in every other way they’re light.

On this third planet of the sun
among the signs of bestiality
a clear conscience is Number One.

— Wislawa Szymborska
Translated by Stanislaw Baraczak and Clare Cavanagh.

Animals are said to be guided by their instinct purely. Their intentions are clear and unerringly natural. Animals, birds, fishes – all organisms take birth, live, die and then take birth, live, die and the cycle continues. As they are reborn as humans, apart from eating, sleeping and fornicating, they also learn to carp, grumble and complain…:-) Now I am sure that no mosquito grumbles about the lack of good blood and no fly cries over (lack of) spilt milk! – it is their need to fulfil their natural urges and the choicelessness that accompanies it that separates them from human beings. And so it is said, that to be born as a human is indeed a matter of luck since you can realize the Divine in this life-form. It is our awareness that differentiates us from the animals. Maybe awareness does not explain this context entirely. A better set of terms would be – our intellect that guides us into making the correct decisions and our mind that directs us towards or away from the right action, whatever *right* means – Awareness is a term that I have loosely used to sum up these terms. Alas, it is the same awareness that taunts us whenever we do anything wrong in complete knowledge. And it is the same awareness that clouds our conscience.

So what would you have – a clear conscience or a high awareness? Not to imply that it has to be one or the other. But remember, every time you violate your conscience, your awareness is not going to let you forget it that soon.