too strong tea contributes to a feeling of general unease that would have been alleviated with I-dunno-what and now a perfectly wonderful morning, that was elevated with a amazing yoga session and the most tranquil meditation ever, has been ruined beyond any kind of repair but I am determined to go on and not let this bring my praana down – hah, ever heard of trying to keep praana up, trying oh-so-hard – now this stream is drying up, I can feel it, and yet I am typing without a break, mindless of incorrect spelling, eyes on the keyboard, without lifting to even look at the monitor – will only look when the words are all out. Which is now? Maybe not, can go on a little longer… Done.