For a brief moment, I recalled a period not too long back when two people fed on each other’s negativity, reveled in the strongest sense of despondence and celebrated their combined loss of self-worth. It was a dangerous time – one that nearly spiraled into a phase of destructive behavior and left deep and dark imprints on the collective psyche. It left her feeling dirty and sick. It filled her with a sense of morbid pleasure – like a cup of tea that is dark and sweet. One that causes a searing ache to spread along the neck and forehead and yet it’s so tough to put the cup down.
Then she soared into the light…
ezee123 says:
I like the searing heat of the dive into the depths of heated hell.
Some manage an escape and see the light.
Some do not !
Hope all is in the well !!
August 26, 2009 — 6:14 pm
heartsoff says:
hey angel.. do not worry!
sorry! that’s the title of one of my own blogs. just wanted to say ‘hey girl’ to you and before i could finish hey, the title popped up! the mysterious, melancholic world-wide-memory of the WEB! how it resiliently refuses to reject anything that used it?? pretty much like you girl, pretty much like me too!! pretty much like a handful of them emotional idiots too, who refuses to let go.we can never forget someone who used us.can we really?we feel dirty. well, anything used, has a tendency to feel/seem/smell that way. but at the end of the day we are the true intellectuals coz we see with our hearts. feel with it and speak from it. don’t we?
“its only with the heart one can see rightly, what is essential is invisible to the eye” i like the ease with which you translate thoughts into words! beautiful.
August 27, 2009 — 1:13 pm
inspirethoughts says:
Profound thoughts! I hope you are feeling well.
like a cup of tea
Whenever I hear this phrase, I always remember the phrase, “Storm in a tea cup”, more precisely the original telugu version of the phrase, “tea cuppulo toofanu”. I have no idea, why!
August 27, 2009 — 3:29 pm